It's JAY CHOU!

today went to bugis see the 签名会 of Jay Chou
and Yes, i saw him personally!

although is quite far from him
i still can see him clearly and
and feeling excited inside my heart

i dun want to lie and i cant too
whenever i see him in tv or poster on the street
i will feel something different
but now, i see him in real life and just in front of me about 1 metre distance,
i still feel painful inside
he is jay chou,
the real jay chou,
NOT....someone else
but y i still feel this way

what can i do or what does anyone can do to make me not feeling painful any more and move on my life?
hate myself for being like this, 바보 철엄

니가 오는 꿈만 꾸는 내가 미워
가버려 부탁할게~